Saturday, March 04, 2006

I admit, yesterday wasn't a really happy day. So all the things I could think of in my mind. I will randomly just blog about it. Now I hope I'm better. I have a feeling that I won't want to care about any other things but my brother now. I have a feeling that I would just want peace and not knowing all the things that are not necessary.

What do you usually do when your life starts to get fucked up.? I dont know. Really. But I think crying is the best solution. Better than thinking about it. I think crying just makes you feel better. What I think also, avoiding is not a solution.

So, honestly speaking, my life now really REALLY SUCKS. I feel like my have so much pressure in my life. I dont know what to do. Maybe I should just let things flow as it is. That's my theory, my opinion. That's all I can say.

I hate my sucked up life.
I'll try not to use fuck.
I want to change my life.